I still remember that morning when I got a call and she said you were dead,
I didn’t believe what I was hearing and so many thoughts ran through my head.
She told me that you were gone and that you had committed suicide,
I kept thinking to myself, what could you possibly have to hide.
I kept thinking to myself this couldn’t be true,
You were always so happy and never blue.
Then I couldn’t help it, tears filled my eyes,
And before I could stop it I began to cry.
I kept thinking to myself WHY OH WHY!
Then I saw your brother, acting so strong,
I wish I could have told him that is was all wrong.
I wish someone would have said that it was a mistake,
For you had just blown only 19 candles off of your birthday cake.
I wanted it to be over and for it all to be a dream,
But it wasn’t, it was true, for this was reality.
I remember all the people going up and down the street,
But all I wanted was to see you up on two feet. 
I remember the day they laid you to rest,
There was your mom and dad trying to look their best.
I remember seeing you lying there looking so helpless,
There was nothing anyone could do for you hid your distress.
I remember your laugh and your smile,
And how you would ride your bike from mile to mile.
The way you would smile when you were soaring through air,
There was nothing to worry about for you had not a care.
You had a way to always make me feel better,
Now my tears could not make my face any wetter.
Seeing you lying there so puffy so cold, 
It was sinking in, that it was the truth I was told.
Then we sat down and the service began,
But I kept waiting for you to raise your hand.
I knew you must have been hurting and you were in a better place,
But knowing this could not put a smile upon my face.
Why didn’t you tell me, I would have done anything for you,
Now I’m left with just memories and pictures too.
When I look back I can’t understand,
I would have come and taken your hand.
I feel mad cause I couldn’t change your mind,
You were always so warm, so gentle, so kind.
I know everything is going to be alright,
And you are looking down here every day and night.
I can’t help but wonder and think if there was anything I could have done,
But I know now you mind was made up and no one could stop you no not one.
I know one day we will meet again,
But until then,
I’ll always have your memory,
Deep inside of me!
R.I.P. LG3