"I have searched all my life for the one person I could tell anything to, the one person that I could love, the one person that would love me back, and finally that I found her I know that my love is true and I know her love is true, I have searched all my life for the one person I could call mine. So now I know I finally found her and I just want to tell that special person that I love her and that will never change, she means the world to me, I could not go on living without her, she is my life, she is my world and she is my everything. 

     "If I told you that I loved you and my love for you will never change, would you believe me? If I told you that I have never met anyone like you, would you believe me? If I told you that I will never hurt you or leave you, would you believe me? If I told you that you are my everything and I would die without you, would you believe me?"

     "As I’m sitting here without you, I think to myself that it hurts me so much to not have you here with me right now even though i know you will be here soon, so If it hurts that much right now and your only gone a few hours just imagine how much it would hurt if I was never with you or if something happened to you, my life would be over, In closing I want to tell you that I trust you and I know you will never hurt me, and I want to ask do you trust me? and believe everything I say as its all true?

      “I love you, just thinking about how I ever left you hurts me, It hurts just as much whenever I push you away, I want to tell you I am sorry for everything I ever did that hurt you, I am sorry for ever pushing you away, I’m sorry, but I have to tell you that my love for you is true.”

      “I think to myself one year ago I was with someone that caused so much pain to me, Now I think today one year later I am with someone that means everything to me and doesn’t cause any pain. I just think about how I ever stayed with her, It hurts to think back about how you were my friend one year ago, you weren’t anything more. Then one day she left me and I think back about how she did that and now I can only thank god that, that happened, when she left me for good, I wish I could thank god for her leaving me, because now that she left, here I am with someone that treats me like I’m on top of the world, only god brought us together, thanks to him I am now with you, Someone who cares about me someone I can trust someone that is always here for me, and last I am finally with someone that I truly love and as long as you stay with me, cause I know I will stay with you, we will be together forever. Its been just over 8 months of the best year of my life, this is one year that I will never forget, 2002 was the best year of my life, thanks to you.”

This goes out to Rachael, my girlfriend who i will always love. Anyway if you like these poems e'mail me please (In the subject put Forward Garden) and tell me what you think........Thanx :-)