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hi guys. I usually dont write in here, but I had to. I read some of you guys's  stuff n shit bout suicide. I just thought it wud help to let all the steam off my back. Rite now, I just finished cutting my wrists. again. I'll tell you the story. pleze listen.

first of all... I'll tell you bout my bf. He's 15 and already tried commited suicide 5 times. his last one was last week. he was on top of a bridge that goes over a freeway. its about over 70 feet high. he was goin to jump. Rite now, hes at home cuz hes mad at me for telling him that i will go to a party wid him. I'm really scared for him. Me n him been together for 2 months now, and we've known eachother for a year. I really love him. but i'm scared. He told me not to have all my problems bottled up or else I will turn out like him. Its true. I am turning out like him. I'm thinking about suicidal shit. I have a knife rite here beside me. I really do need help. Its hard for me. its like... well.. I wanna end my life, but i dont want to. Its a big decision. I dunno wat to do. you guys have to help me. earlier in my junior high years, I was suicidal, and then i stoped cuz It wasnt helping me one bit. but rite now is the hardest thing ever. My boyfriend is trying to commit another suicide, and I'm really really scared. I'm thinkin of cuttin my wrist down the middle this time. I think i will.. anyways, the point of this, is to tell you guys to remember me, if i do anything stupid. I love you all, and thanx for listening. I really appreaciate it. email me please, I really do need some help. Later yall..
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Shivers + Shady 4ever
(shivers1369yahoo.com)

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