Aint Big Enough 4 The Two Of Us!!!__
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I have never actually been pregnant but i know of people who have been in that terrible situation. You feel alone, depressed and dirty. Its like you wish the rubber had never broke. You regret even sleeping with this man, even if he's the best thing that has happened 2 you. You feel alone and empty. My friend Lisa got pregnant and i had a pretty good idea. To be honnest she was making me sick, just looking at her sooo alone, so sceared so quiet just brought tears 2 my eyes. I couldnt bare 2 look at her any longer then a second and when i did all i could do was cry. Lisa is usually the leader, the one that makes us have sooo much fun, the out- going crazy one that dosent let anyone stand in her way or anything but this just really hit her. I prayed for her and cryed for her and did everything in my power 2 try make her feel ok. I know nothing i said would actually get through 2 her but i did it anyway, just in case she was listening. When she told me about she wispered it soo faintly like she was embarrised or something and she kept watching her back 2 see if anyone was listening. The worst part was when she told me she wasent going to have an abortion and she wasent going 2 have the baby, instead she was going to get one of our mates 2 slame her in the stomach a couple of times. That really upset me and i didnt know what 2 say. I just agreed and walked off and now i wish i had of told her 2 reconsider her decision. I mean, she was harming herself aswell as the baby (even tho harming the baby was the whole plan) but i mean still it was soo wrong. Well anyway, thats one of my exsperiences in abortions well baby shit i also have thought i was pregnant at one stage but lucky i wasent...it shocked me hard but i have never spoken about it till now. Not even my closest friends know, i cant tell them because i dont want them 2 worry 4 me. The onyl thing that pisses me off about my exsperience was that i was on a trip..and by trip i mean on drugs (high as anything) and i couldnt remeber half of it. All i remember is seeing him pull out. Anyway if you want 2 ask me any questions just add me, my addy is...beautiful_lil_heartbreaker69hotmail.com thanks 4ur time xoxox
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