1701 One girl who just wanted somone to talk to
Rating: PG
Quality: (Quality: Unrated)
I lost somone very special to me, who i could talk to .....it changed me, i dont even know who i am anymore.
I used to belive in no sex before marriage, or that somone special but a couple months after that person died, i was all over with that theroy. Doing it whenever i wanted to be loved and feel secure. I felt dirty and stupid and regreted it the first time. But after that i just dont care sex is just a word.
I used to belive in suicide as a sin....i dont no more cuz the stuff that goes on , god knows it and is not stopping it so if he isnt stopping the bad stuff what so ever why should i???
When i was 13 in july a month b4 my b-day...I met a man a 2o year old man .....I had known him for a very long time...but we became good friends. Some rumers flared up that we were doing stuff we shouldnt have been doing, and wrecked this friendship, theone person i have been able to talk to since that other person died..I was banned from , my parents belived it and wanted to shoot this man and put him in jail. The rumers werent true. Every one thought they were. My parents hate me talkin to him now to tis day and it is March 2003 and this stuff happened back in Aguest 2002. We started talkin again a couple days ago, i left his sisters house were i was babysitting and went with him , his sister was mad cuz she had belived in the rumers too... she yelled at me when i left. I didnt egzactly go home. I went to a friends house and had a couple to drink..Hopping to drink the bad stuff away. he said whever i needed to talk , to call him. His mom chewed me out the next day , and said i am stupid and some things that i dont even want to say....And just because some other poep,e dont have lives, and the ones who do dont want theres on track... Well now i cant talk to anyone but my arms, with a blade, and it is all because peple with no lives got jelouse and recked mine, thankyou so very much , i have no one to talk to . So when you see me in the casket at the church, pleese realize it was you who put me here, keeping me from ever speaking about my probs.. So dont blame me for finishing my hell off....Cuz i just wanted some one to talk to
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