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SO BAD even if 1 person read this il b happy
Rating: G
Quality: (Quality: Unrated)
i rly dont know where to start my lifes always bin pretty messed up - wel i think its messed up and thats the real problem its all inside my hed.iv got things too good and i always hav to find problems with life, excuses that i try and persuade people are the reson for me to b da way i am.iv had enormous amounts a presure on me frm early age -puld out of skool 4 being to clever sent to all girls private skool and i hated it.so many peopel around me hav problems and iv bin thru so much bt it seems insignificant to evry1 else.i turnd to drinkin n smokin n ma parentz always grounded me every time i got caught.ma dads always bin harsh wit me taking things to far n pushing me that lil bit harder each time til im scared 1 day hes gna go 2far.i then turnd to drugs anyfin to take ma mind of fins at home n in ma world tht seemd so small.then it was shoplifting stating of smal then goin to about e200 per shoppin trip on designer clothes i dont no why i started something to rebel against i suppose.but then i got found out and that was it -id disapointd ma family n spolit their trust blah blah i didnt rly care.presure at skool made things worse my behavior got terible n i wer monitord and taken out of lesons because i couldnt get on and obey the teachers.lots of peopel around me had their own problems-my best mate was goin through a tough time and i was tryin to be there for her.an old friend who id fallen out with and the emotinal strains that wer there ran so deep that when she took an overdos n went into hospital i honestly dindt care.numerous peopele i new had eating disorders and were cutin themslevs up and i jus felt so low.i bet ppl readin this wil think o lk at tht spoilt lil brat she got evryfin n shes jsu moanin'bt its realy not i cnt explain it n thats the problem.thats al i want to be understood
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