DS DONT LET U RUIN UR LIFE
Religious
Rating: Not Rated
Quality: (Quality: Unrated)
When i was 12 i had alot of friends being in a all girl year 7 class we all seemed to get along with eachother,but when i went into high school it all started to change....I remember people calling me things like bitch,hoe,stuck up,snob,skank and more, i knew just to ignore them as they didnt even know me anyway so why should it matter. But later on that year i couldnt ignore them anymore,everywhere i went i would get called something insulting. I was scared to go to the shops,even go check the mailbox.
Then i met this guy who i thought i loved,he showed me respect,stood up for me and treated me soo sweetly. We started going out (b.f and g.f). It was a late friday night and we went to this party together, most of the people there were the ones giving me crap everyday. Me and my b.f decided to go out the back with his mates (who were like da most kewlest guys in year 9),and my boyfriend started smoking i also decided to give it a go because the kewl people were doing it.
Later that night we got drunk and started messng around with marijuana, i can only rememba going in the bath room and giving my boyfriend oral sex (going down on him). From that night on we started having sex and acting like 18 year olds doing drugs and drinking etc. But doing all this rebellious stuff got me popular and i felt happy about myself.
One day me and my boyfriend were at a party i needed to go to the toilet so i went,when i came back i couldnt find my boyfriend anywhere. After 30 minutes trying to find him i went into his friends room to find him having sex with my friend. I couldnt beleive it i thought he loved me like i loved him which was so strong. I ran home crying i was so hurt, i stopped eating,tried killing myself,i tried running away etc. I couldnt live anymore i hated my life i just wanted it to end
Then i started hanging out with my old friends from primary school who i betrayed when dating my boyfriend,now ex boyfriend. I started fixing myself up like cutting back on the drugs and alchohol and started going to church and just being a kind,healthy person. 2 months later i had completely cleaned up, i had stopped the drugs and achohol and started living a normal and happy life.
Now i look back and realise how much of my life i have wasted thinking doing drugs ect were kewl i was such a fool to beleive that they were fun. But now im 14 in year 9 and have lots of friends who respect me for who i am and make sure i dont do anything wrong in my life again because they are true friends.
IF YOU HAVE ANY PROBLEMS WITH DRUGS ECT PLEASE ADD ME TO MSN IM BOOTIFUL_KAZZIhOTMAIL.COM AND I WILL HELP YOU AS MUCH AS I CAN SO YER FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME WITH YOUR PROBLEMS...THANKYOU
Submitted by bootiful_kazzi@hotmail.com 7
Print this forward
Bored.com - Tons of fun stuff to do when you are bored. MakeWebsites.com - Free tools for creating your own website. LifeBets.com - Win a $100 prize by correctly predicting real life events. Free Stuff For Teens - Teen Freebies: video games, cd's, magazines, contests, beauty products, posters, and more. Only lists free offers that don't have minimum age requirements. SearchCactus.com - A search engine where you get money for each search that you do. Must be at least 13 years old and a U.S. resident. Adoptme.com - Adopt a virtual pet. Digitalfilms.com - Make your own movie online for free CheapFlowers.com - Buy flowers online for $29.95 with no extra delivery charge or other fees. |
 |